This applies to EVERYONE: I started this thing to put down how I feel about things at a certain time. When I want to talk, but feel like I can't. It's really just that simple. If you don't like it, I'm sorry. I'm not out to make anyone feel like they're being put down. If you feel that way, there must be some truth in what I'm saying.

9/27/2005

Song of the Day: "The Road" - Hednoize

I watched the strangest movie earlier tonight. "Ichi The Killer" was the name. Some Japanese flick; might've very well been horror. Some guy in this black suit/armor runs around cutting people up with blades that are in the heels of his shoes. It looks worse than it sounds. Some of it actually disturbed me.

Anyway, I can't sleep tonight. I should be tired, but I'm up to my old tricks again.

Head touch pillow, brain start working.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I had a few paragraphs typed up where the broken line is now. Every time I tried to say what I wanted to, it felt wrong to let it out. It felt like I was asking for attention.

Goddamn, I hate me sometimes.
Comments:
Well, shit, man. Sometimes, maybe you actually do need some attention. That's not a bad thing. And besides, it's your fucking blog. Please allow me to pointlessly quote from the very top of your personal space: "I started this thing to put down how I feel about things at a certain time. When I want to talk, but feel like I can't. It's really just that simple. If you don't like it, I'm sorry."

Nix says: And you know we're all here for you.
 
And by the way, that's a great fucking song. Feels like a travelling salesman song, don't it?

And I've seen parts of that flick. I THINK it's by Shinya Tsukumato. But I'm not sure and I don't feel like looking it up. Or maybe it's Takashi Miike. Prolly not.

Nix says; blah fucking blah.
 
I know you're by nature an introverted guy, dude...and that's cool, until the point where you actually need advice and a friendly ear. Please don't bottle stuff up inside that shouldn't be bottled. Talk to us; or vent here.

I second Nix's sentiment - we're all here for you, always. It's part of that whole 'friend' thing. :)
 
I hate you too.

Just kidding.

Dude seriously, if you ever need to talk or anything, you've got my number and you know where I live. I am the first person to know that it doesn't help to bottle stuff up. If you have an opinoin, express it. Otherwise, you'll make yourself ill.

HIZZ
 
Post a Comment

<< Home

This page is powered by Blogger. Isn't yours?