...death becomes clear through bloodshot eyes...

Song of the Day: "Scapegoat (Pigfuck Mix) - Fear Factory

In the next few minutes Amanda and I will be heading to the airport. I'm sure we'll have much fun in Mexico, and I wish the rest of you could be there.

I found my old journal earlier tonight. It'll be 2 years old in July. I've thought about posting scans somewhere.

Just a thought.

Have fun. I'll see you when I get back.

Song of the Day: "The End OF Heartache" - Killswitch Engage

I'm back from Texas and I'm still tired as hell. We arrived yesterday morning about 7 am, which isn't too bad, I suppose.

I leave for Mexico on Thursday morning. I'll be there until the following Wednesday. I'm sure much fun will be had.

From now on, no one gets technical updates about my computer. Every time I get it working and I tell people about it, it craps out on me and makes me look like a liar.

Steve and Corey are coming over in a few hours to hang out. Should be fun.

Bored now.

Song of the Day: "Dear Enemy" - The Exies

Boo-yah bitch! My shit's working again! This makes me happy. It seems as though my USB ports don't want to work after a total shutdown, but go into hibernation and back again and it all works fine. Technology baffles me, but when it works I love it!

Well, in six hours I leave for a stint in Texas. I'll be there for a week spending one or two days in a few different towns, which should help pass the time much faster. I could be wrong though. Working with Jeff can take a lot out of you.

I have taken a break from archiving cds, as I can't seem to find a suitable program since EAC quit working. So now, it's back to work on the porno empire. Wish me luck. A lot of the clips are gonna be hard to decipher, as of what goes with what, but I think I've got something of a system now so it should all be okay.

I do plan on taking my laptop with me to Texas, but otherwise all work archiving and empire-wise are gonna have to be put on hold until I can get my internal cd drive working properly again. I'm not gonna feel like lugging my entire computer arsenal with me. Shit, if I had wanted to do that I would've bought a desktop to start with.

I've got too much shit going to keep me distracted.

Song of the Day: "Beside You In Time" - Nine Inch Nails

Good Saturday morning to all.

I have arrived back from Evansville IN, and normally I would say I'm glad to be back. However, on Monday I must leave again to head to the great state of Texas and spend the week there. Gayboy up motherfuckers.

I broke down and bought an external USB 2.0 hub for my laptop. It was working fine for a while, but after I shut down my computer and rebooted later, I was having the same problem again. I was all excited that my problem was fixed, but now I'm back to where I started again. I don't know what to do anymore. I know all I really want to do is throw my laptop across the room, then bust it into little pieces with a hammer. Goddamnit.

@Quill: I'm glad I'm not the only one who liked "With Teeth".

Looking at the floor surrounding my desk, this place could very well be considered a fire hazard. I don't know what I'd do if we all suddenly ended up back in a caveman state of affairs. I think I'd die.

Song of the Day: "Right Where It Belongs" - Nine Inch Nails

Jolly good Wednesday to all.

I leave in about an hour for a little three day stint in Illinois. Today in spent in Chicago (basically) and then tomorrow and Friday will be spent in Peoria. Hella fun, I tell you.

I've gotta drop my car off for more work. I had dropped it off about a week ago for some tune-up work, but he was also supposed to fix my gas gauge. Whether he fixed it or not I wouldn't know, because the thing still isn't working. So my dad's gonna have to drop my car off later today to have it looked at again.

I can't wait to get rid of this laptop. It's nothing but one headache after another. One minute things are working, the next they just stop. It wouldn't be such a problem if I knew why it just quit working, but I don't. It's just that all of a sudden something isn't recognized, and there's nothing that I know how to do to fix it.

Something feels a little off today, but I'm not so sure what it is. I'm gonna try not to let it bother me because a lot of other things are looking up.

Hope to see you all Saturday.

Song of the Day: "The Line Begins To Blur" - Nine Inch Nails

Yes, I know the last three songs have been NIN songs. I can do that. It's my blog.

Anyway, for those of you that know what's up, wish me luck at the bank today.

I am aware that "With Teeth" is officially released tomorrow, but I went ahead a pre-ordered it. Getting a nifty t-shirt with it too. Nice.

I had this weird dream last night:
For some reason, Nix and I were in some cheap motel room. He couldn't pull himself away from the tv, simply because he couldn't stop watching Food Network. After falling asleep on the couch, I wake up and decide to go to the bank. On my way back from the bank the government is after me, chasing me in a helicopter and shooting at me. They don't shoot at me while I'm moving, only when I've come to a stop. At one stoplight I keeping putting my car into reverse, then back into forward to avoid gunfire. I then come up with the idea to stop at a gas station, thinking that if I get cover under an awning they'll go away. Suddenly, the rear end of my car bursts into flames and I completely forget about the gas station idea. All I can think of is getting back to the motel room. I make it to Lemay and Lindbergh when I come across another traffic jam/accident. I zoom around it on the shoulder, then bail out of my car. Next thing I know I'm back in the motel room and all Nix has to say is that he's remodeled the room, which he has. Now I'm sleeping on the recliner.

That's really the only reason I came on this afternoon.

I don't leave again til Wednesday. I'll be back Friday night (late). The following Monday I leave again for a week long stint in Texas. After that, I should have some time home before I go on the V.I.P. trip that everyone in our company has been waiting for.

Oh yeah, more music stuff will be coming soon. I promise.