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Whining And Complaining
This applies to EVERYONE: I started this thing to put down how I feel about things at a certain time. When I want to talk, but feel like I can't. It's really just that simple. If you don't like it, I'm sorry. I'm not out to make anyone feel like they're being put down. If you feel that way, there must be some truth in what I'm saying.
9/02/2004
This is more a response to Quill than anything.
I understand your concern, and I'm not mad. I know that drinking can be fun and I do more of it than I should, especially when I'm on the road. I'm sure I've mentioned before that alcoholism runs in my family, but the occasion where I feel I "need" a beer is rare. Only if I've had a really shitty day or I'm feeling really depressed, which doesn't happen as often as most might think. At least not anymore.
I do need to do more for my health as well. I like to drink and I really like to smoke as well. Smoking is something I really need to quit too. I'm tired of waking up every morning and coughing so hard that some days I dry heave. Coughing so hard that the area of my chest over my heart gets sore for days afterwards. Yet I continue to do it. Why? Habit. I wake up in the morning, still laying in bed, and I tell myself that I'm not going to have one. Once I get up though, the day starts and the "triggers" kick in. That, and most of the people I hang out with smoke.
I'd really like to stop smoking, eat a little better, and get myself in shape. I'm still young enough to be able to burn off this shit hanging around my stomach. I've just fallen into such a pattern of laziness. I don't want to continue on this track. If nothing else, to see my own future.
I'm sorry for babbling. I'm just letting you know.
I understand your concern, and I'm not mad. I know that drinking can be fun and I do more of it than I should, especially when I'm on the road. I'm sure I've mentioned before that alcoholism runs in my family, but the occasion where I feel I "need" a beer is rare. Only if I've had a really shitty day or I'm feeling really depressed, which doesn't happen as often as most might think. At least not anymore.
I do need to do more for my health as well. I like to drink and I really like to smoke as well. Smoking is something I really need to quit too. I'm tired of waking up every morning and coughing so hard that some days I dry heave. Coughing so hard that the area of my chest over my heart gets sore for days afterwards. Yet I continue to do it. Why? Habit. I wake up in the morning, still laying in bed, and I tell myself that I'm not going to have one. Once I get up though, the day starts and the "triggers" kick in. That, and most of the people I hang out with smoke.
I'd really like to stop smoking, eat a little better, and get myself in shape. I'm still young enough to be able to burn off this shit hanging around my stomach. I've just fallen into such a pattern of laziness. I don't want to continue on this track. If nothing else, to see my own future.
I'm sorry for babbling. I'm just letting you know.
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Not a problem, just looking out for a friend of mine. If you want, we can start working out again whenever you're in town. It would be something.
You are disillusioned, Radihoe. Smokers are NOT in control of their own bodies. Oh sure, the CASUAL smoker who only has one or two at parties is, but not people who smoke several times EVERY DAY. It's called addiction, and it is the farthest thing from control. The same thing goes for alcoholism. That's why it sucks when you sink to those levels, because you lose your freedom to stop whenever you want to with no problems. You could stop after getting addicted, but you'd have wicked withdrawls and would be hurting for awhile.
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