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This applies to EVERYONE: I started this thing to put down how I feel about things at a certain time. When I want to talk, but feel like I can't. It's really just that simple. If you don't like it, I'm sorry. I'm not out to make anyone feel like they're being put down. If you feel that way, there must be some truth in what I'm saying.
8/10/2004
Song of the Day: "Good Times" - Finger Eleven
Why does everything have to feel like a lie?
Dream sequence: My parents house. Christmas time. I'm having a party. Everything is lit by those emergency lights you see when there's a power failure at a hotel. The cast of characters (as I remember): Amanda, Matt, Erich, Toni, myself, and some others that are faceless for whatever reason. Space has been manipulated to make a lot of the rooms look bigger than they really are.
Amanda and Matt are in my parents bedroom. Amanda is only wearing a pair of underwear, and is standing a little too close to Matt. I try talking to her, but she ignores me. I turn around and there are some other people sitting on the floor, playing video games.
Feeling sick, I go to the basement to see what's going on down there. I am intercepted by Erich on the stairs, who looks wicked. He's not as fat as he usually is, his hair is slicked back, and his eyes are narrow slits. He knocks me down and pins me on the stairs by sitting on me. I'm screaming at him to let me up, otherwise I'm going to kill him. He laughs at me, and Toni is standing there, rambling about some sort of bullshit. The whole time I'm thinking to myself, "Where is Steve?" I finally get free of Erich and break his neck for him. Toni doesn't seem the least bit upset. She's rather content about the whole thing.
I go into the living room, trying to turn on a light. There's a ceramic light and a candle sitting on top of a speaker. For whatever reason, I can't get either one to work.
I go back downstairs and Amanda and Matt are by the pool table, but Amanda is now completely naked, practically hanging all over Matt. I know what's happened, so I just go back upstairs again.
I sit in the living room, by the lights that don't work, and Amanda comes up and snuggles with me, smiling like she does for everyone. She's giving me that look she gives after sex, and then tells me she loves me.
End sequence.
There was another dream I had. I was Indiana Jones in some foreign palace, killing supernatural zombies. I stabbed a lot of people. It felt like a game of Wolfenstein 3D, but seemed real.
Don't ask me. I don't know.
Why does everything have to feel like a lie?
Dream sequence: My parents house. Christmas time. I'm having a party. Everything is lit by those emergency lights you see when there's a power failure at a hotel. The cast of characters (as I remember): Amanda, Matt, Erich, Toni, myself, and some others that are faceless for whatever reason. Space has been manipulated to make a lot of the rooms look bigger than they really are.
Amanda and Matt are in my parents bedroom. Amanda is only wearing a pair of underwear, and is standing a little too close to Matt. I try talking to her, but she ignores me. I turn around and there are some other people sitting on the floor, playing video games.
Feeling sick, I go to the basement to see what's going on down there. I am intercepted by Erich on the stairs, who looks wicked. He's not as fat as he usually is, his hair is slicked back, and his eyes are narrow slits. He knocks me down and pins me on the stairs by sitting on me. I'm screaming at him to let me up, otherwise I'm going to kill him. He laughs at me, and Toni is standing there, rambling about some sort of bullshit. The whole time I'm thinking to myself, "Where is Steve?" I finally get free of Erich and break his neck for him. Toni doesn't seem the least bit upset. She's rather content about the whole thing.
I go into the living room, trying to turn on a light. There's a ceramic light and a candle sitting on top of a speaker. For whatever reason, I can't get either one to work.
I go back downstairs and Amanda and Matt are by the pool table, but Amanda is now completely naked, practically hanging all over Matt. I know what's happened, so I just go back upstairs again.
I sit in the living room, by the lights that don't work, and Amanda comes up and snuggles with me, smiling like she does for everyone. She's giving me that look she gives after sex, and then tells me she loves me.
End sequence.
There was another dream I had. I was Indiana Jones in some foreign palace, killing supernatural zombies. I stabbed a lot of people. It felt like a game of Wolfenstein 3D, but seemed real.
Don't ask me. I don't know.
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Interesting dream...I have a couple of ideas about it. The whole Matt and Amanda thing, that probably comes from your feelings about Amanda spending a lot of time with other guys who are her friends. The thing with Erich probably stems from the fact that he hasn't been himself lately, and Toni's indifference to his death at your hands probably comes from your own opinion of Toni. And I haven't been around too much in the last month, so that may be why you wondered where I was; either that, or you and I are usually a team so much so that it seemed weird I wasn't there. I dunno, that's just the ideas that came to me.
About the Indiana Jones dream, that's just wicked cool right there...very video game-ish, which is where it could come from, since you play so many of them.
Juice!
About the Indiana Jones dream, that's just wicked cool right there...very video game-ish, which is where it could come from, since you play so many of them.
Juice!
You need to stop worrying about your crazy dreams. I think you eat too much junk food! Ha Ha
Anyway, you know I love you. I really do. I'm not going to get all mushy in front of everyone here. Just believe me when I say you have NOTHING to worry about. Not even for a split second.
Hugs and Kisses,
Amanda
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Anyway, you know I love you. I really do. I'm not going to get all mushy in front of everyone here. Just believe me when I say you have NOTHING to worry about. Not even for a split second.
Hugs and Kisses,
Amanda
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