This applies to EVERYONE: I started this thing to put down how I feel about things at a certain time. When I want to talk, but feel like I can't. It's really just that simple. If you don't like it, I'm sorry. I'm not out to make anyone feel like they're being put down. If you feel that way, there must be some truth in what I'm saying.

6/23/2004

Song of the Day: "Wait" - Earshot

I just woke up. I fell asleep about two. Mark was trouncing his fat ass around a bit earlier, heading down to get some free breakfast. I am somewhat pissed at the fact that he ate my leftover pizza though. I paid for it, he didn't want any, and the night I got it there was half left when I was done. I open the box about 5 minutes ago and there's one piece left. He didn't even tell me he was taking it. I might just ask him for the $8 for what he ate.

I got Winmx as well. I've tried using it before, but Hiz was right. The results are much better with it rather than Kazaa, and there's lots more to choose from. (But a lot of the shit is mislabeled.)

I'm also not so sure how things are anymore. Pretty much with everything, and I'm sure everyone goes through something like this, but I can't stand the way I've been feeling recently. Even when I've been home, things haven't been right. I've felt pretty isolated and I'm in that frame of mind where I want to be, but I don't want to be. All at the same time.

Go ahead, say it: "That is fucked up."

Everything feels fake. I feel I have nothing to rely on but myself.

I'm really starting to think I need medication, because the only thing that's been making me feel better on this trip is the fact that I'm doing the demo and getting good results. I hate this job, muchless doing the demo.

I'm not going to write anymore now. Sorry to be a drag and confuse.
Posted by: Scott / 9:41 AM
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