This applies to EVERYONE: I started this thing to put down how I feel about things at a certain time. When I want to talk, but feel like I can't. It's really just that simple. If you don't like it, I'm sorry. I'm not out to make anyone feel like they're being put down. If you feel that way, there must be some truth in what I'm saying.

5/20/2004

I hate it when deja vu strikes. I'm laying here, doing some backmasking, (I know, it sounds retarded) when I remember doing this exact same thing at some other time. I believe it was in a dream, but it just came up on me so suddenly, and I get goosebumps every time it happens. It almost makes me feel like everything that is done is pre-ordained. Like we have no real say in what happens, because it's already happened. We're just here to repeat it. For all I know, I've typed this blog entry a million times and wouldn't know it.

I'm not feeling so hot tonight. I'm rather lonely, and feel like crying. (That seems to be a reoccuring theme with me. I'm such a pussy, I know.) I'm not really tired, cause I feel like my mind is moving so quickly, but I can't seem to place my finger on anything. I almost feel claustrophobic.

I need something cold to drink.
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