This applies to EVERYONE: I started this thing to put down how I feel about things at a certain time. When I want to talk, but feel like I can't. It's really just that simple. If you don't like it, I'm sorry. I'm not out to make anyone feel like they're being put down. If you feel that way, there must be some truth in what I'm saying.

5/25/2004

I feel like writing something here, but I'm not so sure what I wanna write. So if this entry proves boring, I'm apologizing in advance.

We had seven couples tonight, and we sold four of the seven for $7,200. Not a bad number, but it's too bad that most of it's bad business. That brings us up to a total of $52,000 total (on paper). We'll see what of that goes through.

I slept until 5:00 this afternoon. It felt good to finally get a decent night (or day) of sleep. The only problem now is that I'm not all too tired, which will be good on Wednesday. After we finish the demo, we're packing up and hitting the road. It's a twenty hour drive, of which I will be driving the overnight shift.

I picked up a pack of Camel Bayou Blast (Mardi Gras Berry Blend) and Back Alley Blend (with a hint of bourbon). The Bayou Blast really aren't that good. I haven't tried that Back Alley yet, but I don't like bourbon. I just like to try new things. Sometimes.

When I woke up, I felt like I was in a good mood, but laying there I started to think about shit. I really think she was gonna leave over not having the pictures taken. Just something I was thinking, and I don't know why. I haven't thought about that for a week, and it just popped into my head. I'm feeling like maybe this is something I should reconsider. I love her, but I just keep feeling that something isn't right with the way things are going.

Amanda had a dream the other night that I was breaking up with her. She said I freaked out over something, but she wouldn't tell me what. She told me she didn't wanna talk about it, which pissed me off. She said she wanted to forget about it, but now I'm wondering what the fuck would make her have a dream like that.

I am so lost.
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