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Whining And Complaining
This applies to EVERYONE: I started this thing to put down how I feel about things at a certain time. When I want to talk, but feel like I can't. It's really just that simple. If you don't like it, I'm sorry. I'm not out to make anyone feel like they're being put down. If you feel that way, there must be some truth in what I'm saying.
4/21/2004
I've decided to admit it to the world. Those closest to me already know it, and I figure what better anonymous way to prove I'm a chicken shit: I fucking hate myself. As I type this it is almost 8 in the a.m. and I can't sleep. It has nothing to do with me being tired, because I am exhausted. I was up all day yesterday, up all night, and I can't sleep. My head lights up with a lot of stupid shit when my head hits the pillow, totally waking me up. So I get out of bed to do something (i.e. post a blog) and I get tired again. Lay down and the head starts up again. Repeat until you pass out. It's enough to make a person want to take their head off, which I have considered quite seriously. There really isn't much story behind all this, just me having a skewed view on a lot of things, and I don't plan to go into it here right now. So to all of you who don't care, I wish you well.
