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Whining And Complaining
This applies to EVERYONE: I started this thing to put down how I feel about things at a certain time. When I want to talk, but feel like I can't. It's really just that simple. If you don't like it, I'm sorry. I'm not out to make anyone feel like they're being put down. If you feel that way, there must be some truth in what I'm saying.
4/24/2004
I am going to be hating life. We're supposed to be up in two hours, I've got three demo's today, and I haven't gotten a wink of sleep.
This is fucking ridiculous.
I can't believe I'm still awake. If I tried to sleep now, it wouldn't do me any good. Either way I go, I'm going to be a fucking zombie all day. I feel fried as is, and I'm just laying here. I can only imagine what I'm going to feel like dancing around in front of large groups of people all day today.
I think I might need to put myself on some sort of medication. Something that will knock me out when it's time for night-night. I know this isn't healthy. I think that tonight when we're done I'm going to get some sleeping pills. Than again, after everything else, I might not need them after it's all said and done.
And the worst part of being up like this is that there's nothing to do. No one to talk to. I'm all alone in this room. Well, Mark's here, but he's sleeping.But outside it's looking like it's shaping up to be a beautiful day.
I really miss Amanda.
This is fucking ridiculous.
I can't believe I'm still awake. If I tried to sleep now, it wouldn't do me any good. Either way I go, I'm going to be a fucking zombie all day. I feel fried as is, and I'm just laying here. I can only imagine what I'm going to feel like dancing around in front of large groups of people all day today.
I think I might need to put myself on some sort of medication. Something that will knock me out when it's time for night-night. I know this isn't healthy. I think that tonight when we're done I'm going to get some sleeping pills. Than again, after everything else, I might not need them after it's all said and done.
And the worst part of being up like this is that there's nothing to do. No one to talk to. I'm all alone in this room. Well, Mark's here, but he's sleeping.But outside it's looking like it's shaping up to be a beautiful day.
I really miss Amanda.
