This applies to EVERYONE: I started this thing to put down how I feel about things at a certain time. When I want to talk, but feel like I can't. It's really just that simple. If you don't like it, I'm sorry. I'm not out to make anyone feel like they're being put down. If you feel that way, there must be some truth in what I'm saying.

4/29/2004

Good morning everyone. Haven't been very tired recently. I've had some things on my mind, but nothing of major importance.

I have been so lazy recently. I can feel myself becoming weak. I really need to do something about that, but it's much easier to sit and get fat, eating shitty food and being on the computer all day.

I can't seem to stop working on my website. I'm putting more and more up, and since I'm on a free server, my space is beginning to become scarce. I'm too cheap to pay for the space though. Always a catch somewhere.

I've also been feeling somewhat stagnant. I'm not sure why, but I feel that there's so much that I want to do, and I don't have the means, motivation, or time to do them. If all I had to do was think it, and it happened, I think I'd be fucking rich by now.

I was doing some backmasking earlier, and I was listening to a song called "Habit" by Skrape. There's a part in the song where the lead sings, "It's okay to be... It's okay to be afraid... To throw it away...". When backmasked, to me, it sounded like he was saying "Tear off you skin... Tear it... Feed it to Satan...". Kinda creepy. Very odd stuff I do, yes.

I find that my obsession with the morbid is just that. If it has anything to do with death, devils, ghosts, afterlife, etc., you've got my attention. I don't really follow any of it, per se, but I do enjoy hearing stories of the sort.

Every time I sit down to do this, I get writers block. Happens every time. Fuck it.
Posted by: Scott / 7:37 AM
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